I disagree about the social interaction. think about all the problems that kids have... shit, think about all the problems that adults have. it's because people are constantly pressured to feel like they have to coform to the herd because they are conditioned that they have to be accepted by society. even "alternative" people still give a shit about what everyone else thinks and seeks thier approval. when I was a kids in school I was really socially awkward because I realized at a young age to do what I thought and not just go along with everyone else, so everyone hated me because I wasn't like them and I didn't buy into thier authortiive heirarchy that means they get to use me and I am supposed to be grearful for the privaledge. the only time that people were ever nice to me was when the shool shootings started happening and people were sacred that if they kept calling me a fag and pushing me around then I'd pop a cap. Kids don't need that.
I don't think you seem to know what acceptance means. it doesn't mean changing the way that you are so that you are more like mainstream people so that they will no longer misunderstand you. I'm not saying that you shouldn't be nice to people. but it's not your fault that people think you're a scumbag because you wear black. sure it's easy to be bitter about people that are assholes. it's much easier to be one of those assholes that's dishing it out. fuck em.
sorry for the blunt hostility, I know it seems like I'm just venting. but really I've just to the point in my life where I feel comfortable enough with who I am that I don't care or need to convince other people. and I really don't worry about if I offended people that I think are peices of shit. they should be offended by thier own actions, and it's not my fault or responsibility. they have the option of acting like decent human beings and being treated accordingly. I'm not the one that's going out of my way to disrupt.
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